This week has been really bittersweet. Sometimes life tries its hardest to get in the way of everything you are trying to do for yourself. It seems like I have really been tested this week in so many categories. It is so easy in the good times to focus and be positive. Not so easy though when life decides to throw you curve balls.
You name it I have encountered it. Foods I shouldn’t eat, Rude ungrateful people, Obstacles getting in my way of exercise. At one point I was asked by someone what my goal weight was. When I said 150 lbs I was told that I would never be that weight. That I was too big boned, whatever that means. First off I have no respect for this individual to begin with and if this is their opinion then it is what it is. That is none of my business. It does make it hard to focus.
I am taking this weekend to not really run away but to regroup and get my head back in the right place. I need to figure out the best way to handle my emotions and attitude when I encounter these situations. Back up plans for when the exercise I had planned can’t happen. The determination to do what I need to do to reach my goal that I know I will one day reach. Maybe this is my time to be selfish and finally put myself first. Really not worry what other people think as I have talked about doing before. Not feel guilty for my decisions. I don’t understand why I worry about hurting other people so much because they sure as heck don’t care about hurting me with their words.
Yes this weekend is mainly to focus on myself and what I want to accomplish in my world in my life. I am so grateful to have a wonderful husband who loves and supports me no matter what and will also give me the time I need to regroup when the world has thrown lemons at me.
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