I was sitting here thinking, and yes that could be dangerous. But I was thinking about people in general. Personally many people has came in and out of my life. It is only normal in different stages or different circumstances to have different circles of people.
You have the family and family friends from birth until school years.
Then there is that childhood friend that for some people stays a lifelong friend, and then again the friends you thought would be lifetime friends disappear through school.
You meet people through church and clubs and other people. College and work and now through the WWW.
I have learned a lot from everyone that has came and gone in my life. Some people I am glad they are gone, Some people I think of often.
I have not always been a perfect friend. Sometimes life got in the way and I wasn’t there for myself let alone other people.
If I ever hurt anyone I am sorry for that. Today I strive to be a more devoted person in all my relationships. I don’t feel I ever looked down on anyone and I most certainly don’t now. I don’t like conflict at all and that’s why I always say that I do not discuss politics or religion.
As I get older I am beginning to realize true friendship is a very fragile thing. I have some people that has stood by me through the good and bad. While we don’t talk everyday I know they are there and I hope they feel the same way about me. Sadly I have also seen some people that I thought were true friends show a different side. They reach out to me when they need something and then you never hear from them again. I really dislike what I call the dismissed feeling for lack of a better term.
Thank you to all the people that I can call friends. Wether I have met you in real life or here on the internet.
Thank you to the ones that stood by me from the chatrooms to the MSN groups to facebook accounts and Pages. To the ones that has listened and or read my thoughts and feelings. To the ones that didn’t get too big for their britches or think I got too big for mine.
Thank you all for taking time to read this.